bad year 2012

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During this year, many bad and many sad things happened..

It began when my father had this herat attack on my birthday in year 2011. Then, when 2012 began it was much worse.. He had pneumonia (lung infection) in january and a stroke in march 2012.

In January, Friday 13th, I also had an accident.. I hurted my knee very bad and from then on until now, I'm not able to dance anymore.. Nobody found out why it still hurts until now..

In March my father's bestfriend died and he had to help planning his funeral one week before his friend should be his best man on his wedding..
 

Then, in june, I lost my boyfriend. He is my best friend, but now, we don't spend much time together anymore..

 

In August, my budgie Leo got a lung infection, too. He became very sick and lost weight. He became very weak and on the morning of 8th August when I woke up and looked after him I had to realize that he was dead.. (in the same night my cousins daughter was born..

- fortuity? ) 

 

That's Leo in 2011

 

 

Then, the new year of school arrived. That meant, that I had to work much harder for school, because the time when my grades will count for my gradutation from school (called Abitur in German) began..

 

But because of all the problems in family and with some friends I started to neglect the school work I passed most of the exams very well.. But now, when the exams are all written I have to cofess that I failed three of my exams.. 
 

And because of some family problems I don't have much time to do extra homeworks

to improve my grades in these subjects..


The 14th of October my parent's car got destroyed.. I loved that car and wanted to take over it.. Someone wasn't able to drive backwards altough there was very much space between the two cars.. Now it's gone, because no one had been able to repair it..

 

 

And then Wednesday, 14th November, I went to veterinarian because my other budgie Nicky because, since Leo died he began to loose weight, too altough he ate more than Leo and Nicky ate together. My mother and me began to wonder if he misses Leo so much..

Well.. like I said, we went to the veterinarian, specialist for birds, and we had to wait very long. Nicky got scared more and more.. Then it was finally time to go in.. The doctor said he has a problem with his stomach and that she wants to get some blood.. Then.. he died in his box..

✝ ＲＩＰ ～ ＮＩＣＫＹ ✝

 

In the last passed half year only bad things happened..

 

And today my Ex-boyfriend broke my heart, that it will never be really healed again..

And after that, I had the biggest fight ever with my dad..

 

..and now.. I don't have any power to go on..

 

bye bye

 

Christmas time ☆ミ

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On christmas eve I met my family at my grandparents place.

There were my grandparents, my parents, my aunt and uncle, my cousin with his wife and their baby.

First we ate together and then we went to the lovingroom to wait for "santa".

My grandfather always has to play santa every yeat, altough we had no small childrens the last years XD Just for fun!

That are my presents of that day.

It was a mini straightening iron, a book to learn polish, a cute rose ring, and a heating pad
('cause I'm always freezing) And from my grandparents I got two books of the iron fey saga by Julie Kagawa (german "Plötzlich Fee") part four and five! I love these books!

 ♥ ~ － － － － － － － － －－ － － － － － － － － ~ ♥


On Christmas 25th december, my aunt and my uncle came early again this day for having breakfast all together.

Than, they gave me a present and they got their presents from me. Well.. it was more than one present..

It was a selfcreated chocolate from Ritter Sport with Mini-Marshmallows and Yoghurt-Crisp, two vintage photo frames, cute owl printed napkins, two lovely pink satin bras with lace, two lovely boxes and a really awesome cute and adorable sweets printed skirt!
So lovely presents! Thank you so much!

  ♥ ~ － － － － － － － － －－ － － － － － － － － ~ ♥

Second day of christmas my parents and me visited my grandparents again to celebrate christmas with lots of food.. x.x It was too much, like every year.. But there happened nothing special that day.

I hope you had a nice christmas time!
and I wish you a late

Certification ~ presents ☆ミ

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Some days ago I went shopping and found the lovely Bodycream "Zuckerschnute" by Balea

It smells so awesome! Like sweets! Fresh and sweet, i love it! That's why I also bought the Lipstick too! And at H&M I bought those new pairs of false lashes. They aren't perfect, but I think it was a good price. And my mum decided that I have to buy the Balea "Hüttenzauber" deo, too! It smells like candy apples!

On Friday, 21th December, (when world should end), we got our cerfitications at school. I think my marks are better, than I thought, but nevertheless  I want to improve my grades!When I came home, I showed it to my parents. They said they are very proud and then, they gave me two presents. I was very surprised about that o.o And they gave me so cute and lovely things! I was soo happy!

They bought three more of the Balea "Zuckerschnute" Bodycream, two more Lipsticks, another "Hüttenzauber" Deo and two "Hüttenzauber" shampoo. And a blanket from Hunkemöller, which perfectly matches with my leo pajama pants! and some fluffy socks in grey and grey-white leo. AND what was nearly the best:
my mum sewed little fluffy cusions, which make sounds, when you push it! I love them! (theres the background: my cousin has a newborn child and for her, she sewed such cusions too. One day, when they layed around in the livingroom, it tested what sound they do. I laughed a lot, when I heared this, altough I was very angry before. It alwasy works!)

Later I went to Chris and we had a lot of fun until we met some other friends at a restaurant calles "Buenos Aires" in Berlin Spandau. First we had a plate with nachos together. I decided to take Salmon with rice and cream sauce. It was very delicous but I was very full after that meal xD

At the end it was clear: That wasn't the World's end!

I was very happy, that nothing happened that day.

The next day I met Chris again and we went to the "Spandau Arcaden". Suddenly it snowed very much o.o so we had to go to another place before we were able to go to the  Christmas market. We went to different stores and also met a friend of him and talked for a while. Then, when the snow was much more less, we walkes other the market.

I bought again another Balea Bodylotion (Cherry-almond) and a candy pear.

Last weeks ~ ☆ミ

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Because I didn't post for a while I'll show you now what happened the last time.

2012/12/09

That day, it snowed beautiful again! Everything was lovely covered in white *~*
My aunt invited me to visit the Tattoo Convention in Berlin. It was pretty interesting! And we always walked from one shop to another, searching for new piercings xD It was fun!

When my aunt and me came back home, my parents and my uncle waited for us

with some cake and tea

2012/12/15

That's my coordinate to the birthday of my uncle. It was very cold outside but my new lovely coat is cozy and warm.

2012/12/16

My aunt and uncle came early that day, because we wanted to go to have brunch early. When I was in the bathroom to brush my teeth, my aunt placed a gift in my room

She bought me a small pink christmas tree secretly when we went back after the Tattoo Con and she decorated it so cute with little candies and small christmas balls and cupcakes! Thank you so much! I'm really happy about that gift!

Then we went to this Tapas Restaurant, where we had a seat.

We never expected that it will soo much better than the last time we visited another restaurant. (there we had a very(!) bad brunch)

But when we went into the restaurant called Ventura we were positivly shocked

It was soo delicous and they all were very friendly!

2012/12/19

And yesterday was the only day I really had lessons at school.. The other days I had nearly no lessons. I was very angry about the whole school-thing, because although I don't have anything to do there. I'm always tired and stressed.

 So I always come home and first start to dress up with my pajama and make some tea.

I love pajamas and warm tea! And on these pictures you can see my new (first big) mirror I bought on Monday with my mother and my father. And there's also the furry light pink carpet! I love to walk on it without socks ♥ I love everything fluffy, pastel, laces and pajamas.. I'm always happy when I can find things, where it is mixed (a fluffy pajama in pastel for example, or those fluffy lace I found last week on many clothes)

Tomorrow

2012/12/21

There are always reports about the World's end at TV the last time. I do not really believe in it, but I would never say "that will defenetely not happen", because nobody is able to "it will not".. So I'm very afraid that it WILL happen for real..

 And we will already get our cetificates at school, what isn't anything special, but I still don't know how it will be, because most of our teachers don't talk with us about our marks. 

Tomorrow I will meet some friends after school and we will go to a restaurant in Spandau (Berlin) to "celebrate" our (maybe) last day with fun and together with friends ~

Well, I hope, it will don't happen anything special and that everyone will be still alive on Saturday! ♥

Dreamv ~ coordinate ☆ミ

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Yesterdays morning my Princess Poncho-Coat arrived surprisingly!

It is so cute and beautiful, I think!

To order it was just possbile because of Yune. Thank you so much! I don't know how I could thank you for it! It is very cozy and lovely! A beautiful coat for winter time ♥

Then I went shopping with my mother like nearly every Saturday.

 Girls Überraschungs-Ei

In the afternoon we all went to visit our friends (another family)

 Outside, in the snow

 Kinder Maxi Überraschungs-Ei
(and my lovely lace furry culottes ♥)

Yesterdays full coordinate

 (photo in the hallway because I still don't have a big mirror in my room, it's a bit messy there at the moment x.x)

That's all for now ~

Saint Nicholas Day ☆ミ

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Today is Saint Nicholas Day! And surprisingly the streets were covered in white! It seemed like it snowed the whole night. It was soo beautiful!

And I got unecpected many presents o.o My parents and my aunt and ouncle are so nice!

I'm so happy! Thank you so much!

That's how it looked like when I took a look out of the window of my school. It was so beautiful so see all these white snow falling down ♥

Now I'll go to bed because I'm so tired.

Have a good night ♥

Winter shopping ~ coat ☆ミ

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I finally decided to buy something at 夢展望 Dreamv.

At first I wanted to buy this one

Bear Blouson (Rose white)

But then I wasn't sure and when I saw, that the other one, (I considered to buy, too) will be sold out soon I decided to buy that one first and the other one maybe later.

So I ordered this one:

Poncho Coat (Beige)

I'm so excited how it will look like in real and if it will fit. That's mostly the problem I have when I order things from Japan because I'm 178 cm tall and also have big feet x.x

So I'm not able to buy these awesome, adorable shoes

Ribbon Princess Boots

(and now they are sold out in black and pink)

But now I'm just waiting for my new lovely coat ♥

School ~ Tea ~ Ki-Ba ~ Marzipan ☆ミ

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Yesterday I had a stupid day at school.. I had to come at 9 am for a half hour, then I had one and a half hours freetime plus 40 Minutes break, 20 minutes before and 20 minutes after the freetime. And than, I had just 45 minutes more at school, listening to presentations of pupils of my class.. It was so boring and I really wanted to stay in bed in the morning, knowing that it would end like this.. School ended for me at 12:25

Well, than I had to get some things in the shopping center, three train stations away. There I got a little free gift from Douglas of my mother and a free Tea bottle for school.

I really like it because of the "TEA to go" I don't like Coffee and there are mostly "COFFEE to go"-bottles which you can buy everywher. And because i like to drink tea instead of coffee. I needed this bottle! xD

 When I came back I had to learn for french, because we where going to write a test and play some scenes in front of the class. So I sat down in front of my laptop with tea and yoghurt. Both Ki-Ba! ヾ(⌒∇⌒)ﾉ♥ (Kirsch-Banane ~ Cherry-Banana)

I love the flavour of Ki-Ba since I ate Ki-Ba icecream at "Janny's Eis" when I was quite younger ♥

Today, it was a short day, too. This time I had to be there at 8 am until 11:20. That was nice! Then I went to the "Wilmersdorf Arcaden" to buy some new pens for school because they don't write anymore o.o I never had a situation like this before: in less than a half schoolyear I finished a whole text-marker and and two entire rubbers. So I bought two new markers, one lilac and one turquoise, and a new pen-rubber

And now I have to write a text about my presentation about a theme from the time of Nazism, what is the second theme of this semester in history class. I really hate this subject because of the boring stuff we have to learn again and again in every year of school. (all the themes, not only Nazism)

I happly think into the future to the third semester, when we don't have history classes anymore!

Concert ☆ミ

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Yesterday I went to the Ed Sheeran Concert in Berlin! ♥

It was a present from Chris.

We met in the bus and went to the event location together.

At 7:30 pm the opening act began.

Passenger ~

Then I think it was 1 hour later,

Ed Sheeran appeared at the stage!

It was an amazing concert!

I had really much fun!

Thank you so much Chris

for this awesome first concert!

Even two things of my bucket list

I finally did at once ♥

Sushi ~ Stay over ☆ミ

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Saturday, 17th of November, I met my bestfriend Chris again. First I visited him at home, then we went to a supermarket to buy ingredients for Hawaii Toast for the next day, we broaught them home and went to the train station "Spandau" in Berlin to meet our friend Tava. When he finally arrived after some problems we all went to a very good sushi & vietnamese restaurant, called "Sy" where most of the sushi is lowered 50%

We had to wait outside in the cold because there was no free seat.

One of the waitresses braught us some tea to get a bit warmer from inside.

Then we got a place in the restaurant right in front of the big aquarium. Normally there are many fishes in, but this time there where just about 5 fishes.

We needed much time to decide what we want to eat. I suffered so long from not eating sushi that I decided to order some more than I normally do. But because of Chris, who ordered VERY much we had to wait very long..

When the food finally arrived at our place I was very hungry, but I had to laugh very much at first! Chris ordered so much that they had to bring a really big plate It was nearly twice of my one xD

I ordered Nigiri Ebi (cooked Shrimp), Nigiri Sake (Salmon), Maki Sake (Salmon), Maki Shakekawa (Salmon skin), Maki Tamago (jap. Omelett), Nigiri Inari ("Tofu bag") and Nigiri Tamago (jap. Omelett) again.

It was sooo delicious! ( >//∇//< ) ~ ♥

But it was a bit too much x.x

One of the highlights of this evening was this fish. He always seemed to stare at us. He always swam behind us, it was very creepy after a certain time. Then, it had become late, we all went to Chris at home. We played One Piece and Assassins Creed on Playstation 3 and then go to bed.

It was a nice weekend in the whole! ♥