bad year 2012

Hey guys!

 

During this year, many bad and many sad things happened..

It began when my father had this herat attack on my birthday in year 2011. Then, when 2012 began it was much worse.. He had pneumonia (lung infection) in january and a stroke in march 2012.

In January, Friday 13th, I also had an accident.. I hurted my knee very bad and from then on until now, I'm not able to dance anymore.. Nobody found out why it still hurts until now..

In March my father's bestfriend died and he had to help planning his funeral one week before his friend should be his best man on his wedding..
 

Then, in june, I lost my boyfriend. He is my best friend, but now, we don't spend much time together anymore..

 

In August, my budgie Leo got a lung infection, too. He became very sick and lost weight. He became very weak and on the morning of 8th August when I woke up and looked after him I had to realize that he was dead.. (in the same night my cousins daughter was born..

- fortuity? ) 

 

That's Leo in 2011

 

 

Then, the new year of school arrived. That meant, that I had to work much harder for school, because the time when my grades will count for my gradutation from school (called Abitur in German) began..

 

But because of all the problems in family and with some friends I started to neglect the school work I passed most of the exams very well.. But now, when the exams are all written I have to cofess that I failed three of my exams.. 
 

And because of some family problems I don't have much time to do extra homeworks

to improve my grades in these subjects..


The 14th of October my parent's car got destroyed.. I loved that car and wanted to take over it.. Someone wasn't able to drive backwards altough there was very much space between the two cars.. Now it's gone, because no one had been able to repair it..

 

 

And then Wednesday, 14th November, I went to veterinarian because my other budgie Nicky because, since Leo died he began to loose weight, too altough he ate more than Leo and Nicky ate together. My mother and me began to wonder if he misses Leo so much..

Well.. like I said, we went to the veterinarian, specialist for birds, and we had to wait very long. Nicky got scared more and more.. Then it was finally time to go in.. The doctor said he has a problem with his stomach and that she wants to get some blood.. Then.. he died in his box..

✝ ＲＩＰ ～ ＮＩＣＫＹ ✝

 

In the last passed half year only bad things happened..

 

And today my Ex-boyfriend broke my heart, that it will never be really healed again..

And after that, I had the biggest fight ever with my dad..

 

..and now.. I don't have any power to go on..

 

bye bye