Xmas Sugar Plum Fary Makeup Tutorial ♡

Hey little faeries! ♡

I want to show you how I did this 

Xmas Sugar Plum Fairy Makeup

!! MOST OF THE iTEMS I USE iN THiS TUTORiAL ARE CRUELTY FREE, BUT NOT ALL !!

Yet I can't replace the non-cruelty free ones, cause I'm currently broke..

So I'm gonna use those up to the point where I can afford new makeup ~

And sorry for those stupid faces.. but girls, be honest, we all do it! ;3

Inspired by the beautiful ♡ mashyumaro ♡ and ♡ Adora BatBrat  ♡

Before I did anything else, I inserted my Circlelenses

First I apply concealer all around my eyes, then I use my finger to blend it out  

Rival de Loop - Natural Touch Concealer #01

After that I cover it witha compact eyeshadow and a puffy sponge

Kryolan - Eye Shadow Compact -

Next I use a thin small brush (there is no number, sorry) and a black eyeshadow, and create a kinda cat eye shape on the outer corner of my eyes.

Rimmel London - Color Rush #214 Jet Black

bh cosmetics brush

That are the brushes I have. It was a present of my mother-in-law, so I don't know where they're from.

bh cosmetics travel kit

no name red lip liner

cause yet I don't have an eyeshadow palette, I whished for one for Xmas!

Then I use this white pencil liner for my inner eye corner. I like to draw it pretty thick and not blend it out.

I also use this for my water line!

essence - white kajal pen

Because I'm used to wear eyeliner it doesn't matter to me, that I already used black eyeshadow, so I also use an liquid eyeliner all around my eye, and again create a cat eye wing on my outer eye corner.

basic concept eyeliner - black

(This is a really cheap one from some random store. It isn't even in the shops anylonger.

I will use this one up, and then change to the p2 eyeliner, or another one when I find something better)

Of course you can use whichever liner works for you the best!

Last but not least I use some Mascara on my upper and lower lashes, especially on my lower lashes!

The upper lashes I have to make black, cause they look dirty-ish white from the concealer and powder I use in the beginning. My lower lashes are pretty long, so that I like to use a lot of mascara, so that I don't have to wear "so much" lower lashes later.

essence - lash princess Volume Mascara

In the end I puted on some false lashes on the upper and the lower eye

and also some silver/white and red rhinestones all over my face.

Music: Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy from the movie Barbie in The Nutcracker (Originally by Tschaikowsky)

I hope you all had a nice Xmas! ♡

And have a happy new year!

My stretched ears experience - THE ALL WRONG WAY!

Hey guys! ♥

In this post I want to show you everything about my stretched ears experience ~

It is definitely the WRONG way!! So DON'T DO THiS!!

After this post, I'll prepare another post about my ears, trying to show you, how you're supposed to do it, at least in a better way.. The opinions about "the right way" to do it vary a lot ~

In June I tried to stretch my ear lobe to 8mm/0g again, but it was much too fast!

I just pushed it through and changed to my flesh tunnel immidiately..

After this it was wracked and looked like this:

It already healed a bit, 'cause I reacted with much care right after it,

but as you can see, it has splited a bit..

But that wasn't my only fault about it..

It is a long story of wrong decisions and the wrong method..

I want to show you what happened all the way.

I started stretching my left ear lobe in September 2009, when I just turned 15

That was the point where it was already wrong..

In following I'm gonna sum up

- what I used

- what was generally wrong

Here is a picture of what I used to stretched:

1. normal sized earring with a thicker snail-part        7. 6mm/2g snail

2. needle of a regular compass                                 8. 3mm/8g snail

3. Hello Kitty safety pin                                           9. 8mm/0g snail

   4. 2mm/12g snail                                                    10. 8mm/0g tunnel

   5. 4mm/6g snail                                                     11. 6mm/2g tunnel

6. 4mm/6g tunnel                                                                          

What was wrong:

- the things I've used we're all acrylc

- I used non-piercing materials (the needle and such)

- I didn't kept it clean, never ~ nothing

- I stretched way too fast, and with way too short waiting periods

- bought the things in a shop which wasn't a piercing shop

- I did it without my parents allowence

- my lobe was shot with a gun/wasn't actual pierced

(back then when I was 4 years old)

- I skiped several sizes

The following part will explain it detailed

(I warn you, it's a long story and I include many pictures, to make it clear)

That thing in my lobe isn't even a expander snail.. It was a normal sized earring with was supposed to look like one. I tried to get the thick part through my lobe, but it didn't worked at the beginning, so I started to pull at it to stretch it out a bit more.. Somewhen it went through

Later I did that with a more heavy Hello Kitty safety pin, which had a similar size like the earring before.

And then I changed to a needle of a regular compass, the kind you use in math class.

Then, I decided to buy real stretching spirals, so I bought a white arcylic spiral..

Additionaly I have to say, that the shop where I my first ones, isn't a real piercing shop, but just sells some expanders/tapers and plugs. And they always failed to hand out the right size (what I found out years later).

So at first I asked for a 2mm/12g, but I'm pretty sure that I got a 1mm or 1.2mm/16g..

The next spiral I bought at that shop was supposed to be 3mm/8g but was a 4mm/6g -.-

 In following I had an on-off relationship with my stretched ear.. I took it off, went back to a smaler size or stretched it again ~

1mm or 1.2mm/16g

4mm/6g

1mm or 1.2mm/16g

And then I stretched the first lobe to 4mm/6g again and the second lobe hole-thing to 1mm or 1.2mm/16g..

And the first to (how I thought) 5mm (it was 6mm) and the second still 1mm or 1.2mm/16g

5mm (6mm/) and second on 3mm/14g

And then I had to take out the 3mm/14g 'cause as you can see, the inner part of the spiral went into my flesh 'cause it was a too small diameter..

You can't see it well, but I wore 5mm/4g (6mm/2g) and 1,6mm/2mm (14g/12g)

Still 5mm/4g (6mm/2g) and took out the second

Then I had to take it out immidiately 'cause my father saw my ear and asked me, if this is stretched.. And I wasn't allowed to do it and my parents never knew, so I had to take it out ~

normal earrings

4mm/6g

5mm/4g (6mm/2g)

My aunt, who also has stretched ears, gave me her 8mm/0g snail

8mm/0g snail                                     8mm/0g tunnel

My boyfriend bought me an 6mm/2g glass plug on the Tattoo Convention Berlin 2013,
which I decided to wear on my 19th birthday 

After that, I changed back to 6mm/2g tunnels only, cause I've always been afraid, that the 8mm/0g could be too much for my lobe

Back to June 2014

I took the tunnel off immidiately when I felt that something was wrong and saw that it was splited a litttle.

I cleaned it as good as I could, but only had one single piercing cleansing thing at home.

I took the jewelry out after that, and left it like this ~

I hoped that it would close, when I keep it off for some weeks/months.

It did, but not completely.

(it was around a 3mm/8g, but I'm gonna tell you this in the next post about my stretched ears ~)

I'll say it once again..

DON'T DO IT LIKE THAT!



my first YouTube Video is online!

I'm back! (trying to ~) and my Blogs 2nd anniversary!

Hey guys! ♥

I'm sorry for being absent the past.. I don't know how many months it was now.. What I know is, that is was a long time ~

Many things happened in my life, most of them we're horrible or hard to deal with..

But I'm gonna tell you, later!

First I want to say, I try to do more blog posts from now on again!

I'm not sure, if I'm gonna be able to.. but I'll try!

And my blog is now 2 years old!

I started it around halloween time, my favorite 'holiday'! ♥

Well.. first start with my last year of school

Actually I don't want to talk about it, which will be explained later..

It was soo stressful, and I had to learn a lot, and eventhough we haven't had to go to school anymore for more time to learn, it was a horrible time.

I really had to get a job, but never got accepted for one, so that I always had to keep looking and writing applications and ask for a job everywhere I went to..

And learning wasn't very easy with the continueing fights and stress I have at home with my parents..

But, as you may can see in it:

I'm mentally not able to live with my parents anymore, but for moving out, you need money.. I don't have any! So no escape from it!

In the end I managed all my final exams and ended up with 2,3 (I definitely could have been better if I'd been concentrated more).

After I knew my end-grade, everything turned worse..

The day after we got our grades, I started having terrible stomache aches, which dued the whole night, so that I wasn't able to sleep..

I was so in pain and threw up again and again..

I'll keep it short, to not to make this to long..

In the afternoon, I decided I want my mum to bring me over to the hospital.

I got an operation the next evening/night, 'cause they realized, that they need to hurry.

I still can't realize it..

I could have died that night, if they would haven't done it!

I don't want to talk about every detail of what I had. It was the horriblest time and thing that I've ever experienced..

(BTW I've got a hospital phobia since I was 4 years old ~)

I may talk about it more detailed (maybe even in a video someday), but now I'm still to depressed about all what happened.

In the end it came out, that it was the stress, that destroyed my body over the past years, slowly.

Soo.. you know.. I wasn't really able to do a thing..

Beginning of August I went to Turkey with my aunt, eventhough I wasn't fully recovered from everything.

It was a nice trip, and even though I wanted it to end the last days we where there, I never wanted to go back at all.. I knew there's the real life waiting for me to manage it.

When I came back I just decided to get my septum pierced!
Got it some hours after I arrived by plane even ~ I wanted to get a piercing for so long!
And after all that shit that happened the months before, I decided just to do it!

It's not my favorite piercing to get 
but getting my lip piercing two days before 
my birthday would have been very bad ~

Then I had a lot of stress again because my birthday was about to come up soon ~
And I celebrated it with some close friends

The Satruday after I went to Cologne with my boyfriend to visit the gamescom ~
Another stressful thing, since it was kinda spontaneous O:
But there's not much to tell about at all ~

I met lovely Mimi Darko ♥ whiiiep~

Soo.. Yeah.. now you know the reason for me being inactive for so long ~

(Again sorry for those who wanted to see a new post!~)

What I'm currently doing I'm gonna tell you in another post! ♥

See ya, little faeries! ♥

My new Smartphone! ~

Hey guys!

 

Like I already mentioned I bought a new smartphone last month and some cases for it.

 

 

 

I just love that phone!

Maybe it's just because I had so much trouble with all my former phones, but for me it's kinda luxury!

I was able to install all Apps I wanted, and take awesome quality photos!

I'm broke ~

Hey guys!

 

I just want to show you, what I bought in March 2014 and why I'm broke  ^^'

 

Neko

Angelic Pretty Melty Royal Chocolate Bag

Praliné Set

new Phone, Samsung Galaxy S4

Girugamesh concert Ticket

Tickets for gamescom Cologne for me and my boyfriend

fluffy Overknee Socks

Tea for two Pyjama

three phone cases

kinda Etagére

and a Wok-Pan

 

Well.. ^^' Don't know how to explain.. It was kinda doredom, instead of eating stuff I guess..

I just really doesn't want to learn for the exams..

 

Now I have to save money whereever I can ~

Stupid Virus D:

Hey guys!

 

Yesterday I wasn't able to use my laptop and so I couldn't write another blogpost xD

 

Yesterday morning, I started my computer, just to read a QR code for Animal Crossing..

But then..

 

 

That "GVU Trojaner" appeared on my desktop ~

I couldn't do anything, although I already knew things about that virus.

But it seemed like it was already modified to be even more aggressive..

 

First I tried to over come it by myself..

But I couldn't change anything..

So my boyfriend came along after work to try it..

 

 

He sat there until 0:30 am.. I felt so sorry.. I was too tired to stay awak the whole time, but he sat there and tried, tried, tried..

But in the end, he got it!

Well, atleast I can use it again. We're not sure, if it is really gone, but it works now again.

I guess I have to buy a new one finally xox;

 

But I'm so happy, that he was so nice to help me!

You're my hero! ♥