back from vacation

Well, yeah! I'm back in Berlin. It was a.. well.. don't know what it was.. It's was in a way nice but also horrible.. so.. Well but first tellin'

Saturday, 13th July, my mum and my boyfriend brought me to the train station.. The rest (the other families we went to vacation) already went early in the morning by car. Charly had to do something important so she had to go by train. And me.. My father had an very important appointment that monday after so that my mum and my dad wasn't able to go to vaction on weekend. So I had to go by train with Charly.. But I have to say it wasn't that horrible o.o In the evening I prepared my single(!) bedroom (first time without my parents in a room) and took out things I needed and fell in bed. The following days were horrible.. most of them were stressed about different (in my opinion unimportant) things and I had nobody where I can hide me. So in the evenigs I was most time alone in my room, while the other had their family members to talk with.

I was soo happy that my parents came on Thursday! And they also brought my boyfriend! I wasn't alone any longer. But there was the also the point where it got horrible, 'cause my father and me had another extreme fight and he even said that he'll throw me out of their appartment.. My mum said that will not happen, but I don't want to live here much longer.. But thats another story.

It was wonderful that I had my boyfriend with me! We even came closer to each other I think, 'cause it was like livin' together. And we lived on very less space in that one room together.

finally have light pink hair! *Q*

 

Unfortunately that's the best picture I got of it ._. On other oicture it looks more like.. well.. kinda peach.. it also doesn't was well dyed. Some parts didn't got the color, 'cause some blonde parts are not as light as they needed to be. I'll go to the hairdresser soon to get it lighter and try it again. Well, but nevertheless I was so happy that I finally have pink hair! *Q* I loooove pink hair, especially light pink hair! (And I realised that most of my fashion idols also have or had pink hair o.o ~ I'll make a post about it later). Many people ask me what my favourite color is.. most guess that it is pink / Light pink.. but I think it isn't.. They're some things in my life I don't have a real "favourite" in o.o Like music, style, bands.. and so it's colors.. I like many pastels. Especially.. Yes light pink, but also lavender or other light purple colors, or mint or baby blue.. So.. Well, I don't know.. But yes.. I guess in "unnatural hair colors" I think my favourite is light pink o:

Confusing xD

Rockabilly inspired ~

tryin' it ~

another package arrived! ~

I just can say:

I simply LOVE underwear! ♥

new haircolor again!

 
Monday, July the 1st, I visited the hairdresser 'haarmacher' in Berlin again to change my haircolor again xD Lina, a trainee, talked with me about the steps to do, 'cause I wanted to get a part of the blonde / purple part from the dye before, back to a darker color. So now there is only that front part and one smaller part in my neck which is still blonde now. I really like the result 'cause I wished to get back to this red-brown color again I had last year.
 

4 days until poland holiday! ~

And I don't have to be alone! I got my boyfriend to come with me! I was so happy when he said, he'll come with me for one week! He'll come one week later with my paretns. My father is ill again and has to get into hospital again.. ._. I'll go on Saturday with the other ones, our family-friends and their friends. So we'll be three familys, five 'kids'. So happy that I don't have to be alone with them and that he'll come with me!
 

Huge thunderstorm ~

Thursday, 20th June, I visited my boyfriend, like almost everyday. We sat in the livingroom together, playin' Monster Hunter, when a huge thunderstorm began! I really hate thunderstorms, 'cause I'm afraid about them since I was younger.. So I lay down next to him on the ground, hindin' me from the lightnings..