my 19th birthday

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Emmas 1st Birthdayparty!

Well.. Just like I said.. we celebrated Emmas birthday!  'cause it will maybe be the last birthday of Emma we celebrate together. So I decorated her 1st Birthday party! Her mother was happy that I helped her with that and liked it the way it looked like in the end.. My boyfriend helped me 'cause I wasn't able to put decoration on top of the Closets or lamps. I was a bit stressed, but the party was good. Happy little Emma!

Emmas Birthday Presents

Today is the 1st birthday of my cousins daughter Emma! She is kinda like my niece what has a special background. The story is, that my mum cares for my cousin like a mother, waht would mean that he's my brother.. So she's my niece! ;3 They even call me "aunt isa" x3 She is soo cute! little cute half asian, half german little baby x3

 

Happy Birthday! ♥

back from vacation

Well, yeah! I'm back in Berlin. It was a.. well.. don't know what it was.. It's was in a way nice but also horrible.. so.. Well but first tellin'

Saturday, 13th July, my mum and my boyfriend brought me to the train station.. The rest (the other families we went to vacation) already went early in the morning by car. Charly had to do something important so she had to go by train. And me.. My father had an very important appointment that monday after so that my mum and my dad wasn't able to go to vaction on weekend. So I had to go by train with Charly.. But I have to say it wasn't that horrible o.o In the evening I prepared my single(!) bedroom (first time without my parents in a room) and took out things I needed and fell in bed. The following days were horrible.. most of them were stressed about different (in my opinion unimportant) things and I had nobody where I can hide me. So in the evenigs I was most time alone in my room, while the other had their family members to talk with.

I was soo happy that my parents came on Thursday! And they also brought my boyfriend! I wasn't alone any longer. But there was the also the point where it got horrible, 'cause my father and me had another extreme fight and he even said that he'll throw me out of their appartment.. My mum said that will not happen, but I don't want to live here much longer.. But thats another story.

It was wonderful that I had my boyfriend with me! We even came closer to each other I think, 'cause it was like livin' together. And we lived on very less space in that one room together.

4 days until poland holiday! ~

And I don't have to be alone! I got my boyfriend to come with me! I was so happy when he said, he'll come with me for one week! He'll come one week later with my paretns. My father is ill again and has to get into hospital again.. ._. I'll go on Saturday with the other ones, our family-friends and their friends. So we'll be three familys, five 'kids'. So happy that I don't have to be alone with them and that he'll come with me!
 

busy

Sorry for not posting so long!

I had many things to do and a lot of stress. And I spent the last 6 days with my boyfriend. It started on Friday with Party 1 to Saturday. Saturday I had a fight with my dad so I stayed over at his place until Sunday. On Monday we met after my doctor's appointment. And on Tuesday we went to party 2. Except for our dispute after the second party, everything went great, surprisingly. But everything is fine again and now we are even closer with eachother than before. I'm just happy!

Valentine's Day ♥

'cause of japanese Valentine's Day tradtions I started to bake or creat sweets, I think two years ago. The sweets which were too much to give it to my former boyfriend got my friends in school. They loved them so much, that they asked me to do this again at next Valentine's Day. So I thought about what I could do this year to make them happy.

 Trucy asked me to make my fresh lemon cake but I thought that's too simple. So I decided to make Cake Pops for the first time. I wanted to try it and I thought that would be perfect: I can bake the lemon cake and make it special and manageable.

 So I searched for a recipe and began to bake after school at Wednesday. It was much too late, I really should have started at weekend, when i had more time to do it. ('cause Wednesday I had to learn for a Test, too). It wasn't hard to do it, but it took much time, so I had finished at 11 PM, so I was very tired and not really prepared for the test.

Next morning I learned for the test and wraped the cake pops. In each pack two different cake pops for my special one's ♥

I'm soo happy that they loved them! I was really afraid, that they could not be happy with it, but they all smiled when they tried them x3

Thanks to all of you who love my work so much! ♥ 

 School finished at 3 in the afternoon and was picked up by a friend. We went to my home were he tried to help me with the BlackBerry I use at the moment, before we went to my favourite italian restaurant with my parents.

We talked a lot, had fun and the food was very delicious! Dad and me had some pasta, homemade! ♥ And my mum and my friend had pizza, also very delicious ♥

AND the highlight for me: I had my favourite honeymelon liqueur! I LOVE it sooo much!

I would always only drink this instead of anything else if I could xD

Well, then we drove back home and had some more hours together.

It was very beautiful! ♥ 

 

I hope you had a good Valentine's day, too! ♥