back from vacation

Well, yeah! I'm back in Berlin. It was a.. well.. don't know what it was.. It's was in a way nice but also horrible.. so.. Well but first tellin'

Saturday, 13th July, my mum and my boyfriend brought me to the train station.. The rest (the other families we went to vacation) already went early in the morning by car. Charly had to do something important so she had to go by train. And me.. My father had an very important appointment that monday after so that my mum and my dad wasn't able to go to vaction on weekend. So I had to go by train with Charly.. But I have to say it wasn't that horrible o.o In the evening I prepared my single(!) bedroom (first time without my parents in a room) and took out things I needed and fell in bed. The following days were horrible.. most of them were stressed about different (in my opinion unimportant) things and I had nobody where I can hide me. So in the evenigs I was most time alone in my room, while the other had their family members to talk with.

I was soo happy that my parents came on Thursday! And they also brought my boyfriend! I wasn't alone any longer. But there was the also the point where it got horrible, 'cause my father and me had another extreme fight and he even said that he'll throw me out of their appartment.. My mum said that will not happen, but I don't want to live here much longer.. But thats another story.

It was wonderful that I had my boyfriend with me! We even came closer to each other I think, 'cause it was like livin' together. And we lived on very less space in that one room together.

4 days until poland holiday! ~

And I don't have to be alone! I got my boyfriend to come with me! I was so happy when he said, he'll come with me for one week! He'll come one week later with my paretns. My father is ill again and has to get into hospital again.. ._. I'll go on Saturday with the other ones, our family-friends and their friends. So we'll be three familys, five 'kids'. So happy that I don't have to be alone with them and that he'll come with me!
 

Children's Day

 

Haha, got a bottle of Irish Mist liquer as present for Children's Day form my mum! xD Love it! Now waitin' for a perfect moment to open it :3

Thank you, mum! ♥

package with new underwear ♥

My package from hunkemöller arrived! I love underwear! I would walk around in underwear all day long, everyday if I could! In my opinion underwear is the most beautiful clothing a woman can wear :3

lovely fragrances ♥

Today I found these lovely fragrances on my weekly shopping trip with my mum! Immediatly I fell in love with both, just because of there outer apperance! ♥ Normally I don't like Playboy stuff, but at the moment I love the pin up style so much! My mum said that the pin up one from Playboy is too strong so I only bought the small candy shop fragrance from essence for now. Maybe I'll buy the other ones later :3

bad feelin' thursday

 That one Thursday I wrote about in the last post was a bad day. I had to wake up early. I haven't slept much 'cause I had to learn for an exam this Thursday. So I was very tired the whole day. When I came to school I was afraid that I could have forget to learn something I need to know but before the exam started I was thinking more positive.. with no reason.. I failed that exam 'cause there where to many questions to answer and not enough time to manage it.. So I was really depressed when I left the room.. Fortunately I didn't have any more lessons that day, so I was able to go back home. I wrote a textmessage to my boyfriend 'cause I needed someone to talk with and I hoped that he would say that we can meet - but he didn't.. He didn't even answered my message! So I sat at home drawing the picture for my blog-header, bored, depressed and feeling sick. My arm also still hurted from giving blood that morning.. It was such a bad feeling.. Three hours after I have send this message my boyfriend wrote: "when you are so bored, why don't you come over? :D" -.-* I got a bit angry 'cause its a bit longer way to go to him. That's why I wanted to go there right after school. So I thought about it and told my mum what happened the day and she said suddenly: "why are you still here than? Go to him!" o.o I was a bit surprised but took my things and left. It was very nice weather that day, it was warm and the sun shined. My boyfriend waited for me at the busstation. It was nice to see him and I even felt better from that on :3

new doorknobs for my cupboards and closets

Tuesday, when I was in the kitchen to cook dinner for myself, my mum came home and had some presents for me: she bought me a ceramic brush to blow dry my hair with the hairdryer 'cause I destroyed my old one with the heat. AND she bought some doorknob in rose-shape for all my cupboards and closets, because I don't have some and always have to open by using me feet on the bottom of their doors xD Now I have only to decide which color I'll put on which door.. Well.. But I love them! They are so cute, I think! ♥

Bubble tea bubbles in yogurt o.o

Look what my mum brought me from weekly shopping! Yogurt (Müller ~ Joghurt mit der Ecke) with bubbles like they are in Bubble tea o.o I was skeptical first, but wanted to try it before I say that it is a bad idea. When I opened it there was a really sweet smell and I became more skeptical 'cause I was afraid, that it would be too sweet. But it was a nice smell. Like a sweet apple ♥ And I have to say.. it wasn't that bad o.o It's not my favorite but a funny variety to the normal ones.. Maybe wanna try it, too? :3

mum's birthday

 

Yesterday was my mum's birthday and we went to my favorite italian restaurant again. My boyfriend caught me from school and we drove to the restaurant together. Fortunately we weren't the last ones! xD I had spaghetti with broccoli-gorgonzola sauce he had a pizza vegetaria, and it looked awesome! ^^ And it was very delicious! It is not without reason my favorite restaurant! And as my personal highlight: I got my favorite liqueur again! ♥ It was a nice dinner. Then, we went home all together and had some more fun, and even my cousin with his little dauther came. She is soo cute! And my boyfriend decided to stay this night ♥ It was a nice birthday party and a lovely night ♥

New Pajama pants & blankets ☆ミ

Hey guys! ヾ(⌒∇⌒)ﾉ♥

It happend a lot in the past two weeks, but there weren't time to make some posts.

But I want to show you some things I bought and some things which happened.

On Saturday the 10th of November I went shopping with my mum. Just food etc nothing special.

My mum bought two lovely fluffy blankets for me! ヾ(●⌒∇⌒●)ﾉ

One of them has the colour of the walls in my room (the left one)

The other one is a really really long blanket AND it has got sleeves! They are so adorable!

Perfect for the cold days. ( >//⏝⏝//< ) ~

And she bought new pajama pants for me, with a cute star print



 I'm really happy about these gifts! ヾ(●⌒∇⌒●)ﾉ

Thank you very much mum!

Then I met my schoolmateTrucy, like I already wrote in my last post

It was a nice day!