Friday School and grandma's birthday

Hey guys! ♡

 

Last friday was another stupid day at school ~ One stupid lesson Chemistry, where we haven't done anything! Then I found out that my English teacher is ill again, so I had two lessons off and had nothing to do.. I just watched an episode of Kawaii International but the quality on my mobile phone was terrible so I didn't continued watching after the half of th video.. It was soooo boring! And it seemed like it wouldn't end! Finally Trucy came from her german class. I was so bored that I decided to make a stupid camera shooting xD

Was so funny but stupid, 'cause we knew that we will not have any fun in the next lessons..

 

After school my boyfriend picked me up. I thaught he'd be late but he wasn't! Was so proud :3 haha!

We went home to get ready for my grandma's birthday. But at home my boyfriend needed to take a nap.. So he slept while I dressed up XD

Planned my outfit some days ago but in reality it doesn't looked like I thought ~

He hates it when I wear 'high heels', 'cause he so small next to me xD I don't like it too.. Never can wear beautiful shoes when we meet o: I love feeling small next to people so I normally wear falt shoes :3

At my grandma's birthday we ate all together ~ It was sooo much to eat x.x Horrible, like always ~

After meal I decided to make another stupid camera shooting XD So stupid, sorry ~

 

I ate too much! (＝◇＝;)



small post about today!

 

 

 Today's moning I overslept 'cause I wasn't able to sleep in last night ~ Hate the night when I'm alone the first night D:

My dad came into my room to wake me up ~

Then needed to hurry to get ready for school..

 

Normally I meet my best friend Kuro on Mondays but 'cause it rained the whole day we said we'll skip it this time o:

 

I was soo happy when I heared that it will be colder that day and will rain x3

Can't stand these hot days anylonger x.x

 That's my today's coordinate ~

 Some minutes later I was dressed in my pajama again xD

 

And I finally decorated my nails again ♥

 

 And these lovely room shoes I got from hunkemöller ♥

 

 

 

 

 

gettin ill ~

 I spend the weekend like always with my boyfriend ~ He forgot his beloved necklace again so I wore it this week x3

 

On Monday everything was fine..

But on Tuesday I felt soo horrible x.x Headaches, cough, runny nose and so on..

I just hate to be ill ><

biologie with Trucy ~

Bein bored with Trucy in biologie class ~ theme Genetics ~ Love the subject but it's too easy right now but we are the only ones how understand it xD

Melon Kiss by Nikis Cakes ☆彡

When we came back from Poland I spend the last week of summerholiday with my boyfriend. He played his videogame on the Wii U while I was surfing with my mobile phone at tumblr and facebook. On tumblr I saw so many pictures of delicious cakes and sweets, that I remembered to watch for the Nikis Cakes site at facebook. There was a big surprise: there was an announcement that they need someone to work there! I was sooo happy 'cause it was my wish since I first went to this shop. I got very nervous and so on, thinking about what to write. On that one night I prepared the application form at my boyfriends computer. On monday after that days I sent it via mail. On Tuesday I still wanted some cake because of the pictures at tumblr soI went to Nikis Cakes. It was an embarrassing situation 'cause he remembered that I sent him the application the day before xD Some days later I got a mail that I should tell them when I would be able to work there. Unfortunately my timetable from school doesn't fit to what they needed, so I didn't got the job now. But he was very nice and even asked me to try the Melon Kiss Cupcake and give a statement. That's how this picture was taken. And it was a reeeeally delicious one! It's my new favourite I guess ꒰*´ω｀*꒱♡*.

That's a pillar at one train station in Berlin, on my way home. It's a station where my boyfriend comes along everytime he visits my place. One day he left his handprint at this pillar. When I come from school I always see it and it always make me smile. One day I added my handprint above his one. I think it's cute :3

Sleep over with Sam and Trucy

 Last Friday, sleep over at Trucys place, with Sam ♥

Dunkin' Donuts again

Last Wednesday school ended at 1 pm.. for all students, except me (and my class) -.- So Trucy had to wait until I was finally allowed to go. She sat next to me in class and read a book and somethimes laughed silently. Sometime she read some funny parts aloud for me xD Was funny! When school finally really was over we went to Dunkin' Donuts again to get another "Osterkrokant" 'cause season of easter was over so they will not be in the shop any longer.. I love that one Donut so bad! >o< It was very delicious again. And I bought another shoulder-/hand-bag! Love it! Will post a picture soon!

FOOD! FOOD! FOOD!

On Friday last week school ended 1 pm for Trucy and me. Some days ago we talked about eating some fries at 'Frites van Holland' 'cause they are very delicious! I told her that I haven't ate them for a long time and really want to eat them again, but have nobody who wants to go there too. Than Trucy said that we should go there on Friday after school. It was very delicious! And we'll go there today again xD

bad feelin' thursday

 That one Thursday I wrote about in the last post was a bad day. I had to wake up early. I haven't slept much 'cause I had to learn for an exam this Thursday. So I was very tired the whole day. When I came to school I was afraid that I could have forget to learn something I need to know but before the exam started I was thinking more positive.. with no reason.. I failed that exam 'cause there where to many questions to answer and not enough time to manage it.. So I was really depressed when I left the room.. Fortunately I didn't have any more lessons that day, so I was able to go back home. I wrote a textmessage to my boyfriend 'cause I needed someone to talk with and I hoped that he would say that we can meet - but he didn't.. He didn't even answered my message! So I sat at home drawing the picture for my blog-header, bored, depressed and feeling sick. My arm also still hurted from giving blood that morning.. It was such a bad feeling.. Three hours after I have send this message my boyfriend wrote: "when you are so bored, why don't you come over? :D" -.-* I got a bit angry 'cause its a bit longer way to go to him. That's why I wanted to go there right after school. So I thought about it and told my mum what happened the day and she said suddenly: "why are you still here than? Go to him!" o.o I was a bit surprised but took my things and left. It was very nice weather that day, it was warm and the sun shined. My boyfriend waited for me at the busstation. It was nice to see him and I even felt better from that on :3

doctor doctor doctor ~ stupid accident

On Thursday I had to wake up earlier than I usally have to on Thrusdays, because I had to go to the doctor for giving blood. I need a special blood value (creatinine) for a MRI (Magnetic resonance imaging). I have to do it again, because I have still problems with my knee. The background is: one morning (2012) I had to go back home before I went to school 'cause I forgot something at home. So I hurried back and walked fast upstairs on the escalator to be faster. Suddenly Trucy called out for me and I wantched around to know where she is. Then I tripped and fell with my knee on the jagged edge of the escalator..

I never had bad luck on a Friday the 13th until that stupid day.. -.-

Well.. That's why my doctor said he wants to make a MRI again to see if something changed or if something became more worse. But I needed this special blood value to do it. So I went to a doctor this Thursday morning. When I have waited some minutes I suddenly remembered that I'm scared of giving blood and that I wasn't alone when I had to do it ever! (it longs time ago that I gave blood) Than I became really afraid x.x

Normally the nurses, or whoever tooks the blood, is able to find a good point to get blood out of my arm 'cause you can see my veins very good. But this time it was different. She wasn't able to get a good one (don't know why -.-). When I went back home 'cause I had so much time left my arm began to hurt o.o Never had this before. When I was at home I saw that is going to be blue. The first two pictures are taken right after the doctor. The third picture was taken when I came back from school that day, when it hurted even more. And the last one is from now. Its getting bigger and bigger and more green every day >< Looks like I'm going to be a zombie ><

no beginning of spring

 

Last weekend it began to snow again! Very much! The snow just fell down very fast! The whole day! in big snowflakes! ヽ( )｀ε´( )ノ And it became colder again, too ( ― O ―  ;) ~

But the last days, at least the sun came out again ♥

 

Dunkin' Donuts

At the moment I have much stress with planning our trip to Leipzig to the Bookfair. I already visited the bookfair the last two years together with my ex and Kuro and some other friends. This year I havn't planned to go there, because I normally just went there because of my friends, especially because of my ex and Kuro. But than, Kuro asked me to come with them and so I start thinking about it. I asked some other friends if they go there, too. And surprisingly many of my friends are going to visit Leipzig o.o So I started to plan. I asked Trucy if she wants to go there too and from that on the stress began: We need 5 people for each train ticket but we where 6 people from that on. So I had to search for 4 more people. Thus began a great back and forth.. And when I finally found a group that would match, my boyfriend wasn't sure anymore, if he's able to come with us..

And that's the current situation.. I need to manage that until tomorrow 'cause the bookfair is this Saturday. I hope everything will get allright..

Well, and today was the highest point of stress. So after school I went to Dunkin' Donuts with Trucy, because we found a really delicious looking donut, called "Osterkrokant" (Easter-brittle?). And WOW it was VERY delicious! ♥ We'll try another one on friday ^^

 

"Let's go, eat Frozen Yogurt!"

Yesterday, the weather was so good again. The sun was shining the whole day and it was a bit warmer again. 'cause Trucy, Sam and me had surprisingly a break between two classes, because of illness and walkout of some teachers, Trucy decided, that we should go, eating Frozen Yogurt. It was delicious and because of the fresh cold yogurt and the beautiful sun, it felt so good, like it's already spring! ♥

Party Baby

 

 

Today was a hard and annoying day! I had to go to school late, but I haven't slept very well, so I was already a bit pissed of. Then I had to hurry in the morning because something's wrong with the subway and I had to wait long for the trains.. So I was very stressed and breathless when I arrived at art lesson. This lesson was okay. We watched the last minutes of the movie we began to watch yesterday about the art school "Bauhaus" and it was pretty interesting. But then, everything became worse..

Short: my english teacher haven't shown up, biologie teacher was in a bad mood, the math teacher answered unfriendly when I had a problem, and the gymnastics teacher gave us a mark for a choreography we weren't able to dance anymore because we had no gymnasctic lessons over 3 weeks -.- I don't like this school!

Well.. at home I tried to relax, unsuccessfully..

But I found a new video from another cute japanese fashion brand, called "Party Baby".
It's the story of the young designer Kumamiki, who tells about how she started. It reminds me to one of my favorite brands "Spank!" by Tavuchi. Both brands are based on old childish materials and pastels, what's very cute in my opinion! I love it!

And, when I saw this video and listened to her story, about her time at fashion school I had to think about one of my favorite anime / manga "Paradise Kiss" which deals also with young fashion designers and also includes a small pink-haired girl, which I love so much!
Now I want to watch the anime again! xD

Now I have to write a lot analyzation about the first act of the drama "Emilia Galotti" -.-

sunny morning ♥

 

 

The last days it became colder again and it even snowed again.. very often.. But today was a wonderful morning 'cause the sun came trough my window and everything got better for this moment! It was beautiful! I miss the sun so much and I'm looking forward to spring!

 



Valentine's Day ♥

'cause of japanese Valentine's Day tradtions I started to bake or creat sweets, I think two years ago. The sweets which were too much to give it to my former boyfriend got my friends in school. They loved them so much, that they asked me to do this again at next Valentine's Day. So I thought about what I could do this year to make them happy.

 Trucy asked me to make my fresh lemon cake but I thought that's too simple. So I decided to make Cake Pops for the first time. I wanted to try it and I thought that would be perfect: I can bake the lemon cake and make it special and manageable.

 So I searched for a recipe and began to bake after school at Wednesday. It was much too late, I really should have started at weekend, when i had more time to do it. ('cause Wednesday I had to learn for a Test, too). It wasn't hard to do it, but it took much time, so I had finished at 11 PM, so I was very tired and not really prepared for the test.

Next morning I learned for the test and wraped the cake pops. In each pack two different cake pops for my special one's ♥

I'm soo happy that they loved them! I was really afraid, that they could not be happy with it, but they all smiled when they tried them x3

Thanks to all of you who love my work so much! ♥ 

 School finished at 3 in the afternoon and was picked up by a friend. We went to my home were he tried to help me with the BlackBerry I use at the moment, before we went to my favourite italian restaurant with my parents.

We talked a lot, had fun and the food was very delicious! Dad and me had some pasta, homemade! ♥ And my mum and my friend had pizza, also very delicious ♥

AND the highlight for me: I had my favourite honeymelon liqueur! I LOVE it sooo much!

I would always only drink this instead of anything else if I could xD

Well, then we drove back home and had some more hours together.

It was very beautiful! ♥ 

 

I hope you had a good Valentine's day, too! ♥ 

 

stress

Since I broke up with my best friend, when we had a fight the last day of 2012, I had much stress and thought a lot about many things in my life. About friends, school and especially about me.

'Cause of all these things and because I'm always at hurry at school at the moment I don't ate much and became a little thinner again. I think it's obvious, when I look in the mirror, watching my legs.

Then I became a little ill and had to drink soo much and had to take medicine. My japanese phone doesn't work at the moment, too. That's why I use Tava's BlackBerry now to be able to contact anyone, 'cause I don't know what the problem is and I don't have the time and money to solve it.

And for school I have to read the drama "Emilia Galotti" for geman lesson, and had to write a long description for art lesson about a chair.. a CHAIR! -.- damn chair. We have to wirte about it, we always talk about it and now we have to draw it again and again, and again..

And I have always such bad headaches that I have to take some medicine because of that, too

altough I really don't like to do that, but I wasn't able to stand it.

 

Well now I have to get well fast and I try to get more outgoing and stop saying "no" to everything my freinds ask me for. That's why I had a wonderful dinner with Tava and I will meet A-chan at monday!

He wants me to be a model for his best friend x.x I'm afraid, but happy to meet him again.

 

Certification ~ presents ☆ミ

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Some days ago I went shopping and found the lovely Bodycream "Zuckerschnute" by Balea

It smells so awesome! Like sweets! Fresh and sweet, i love it! That's why I also bought the Lipstick too! And at H&M I bought those new pairs of false lashes. They aren't perfect, but I think it was a good price. And my mum decided that I have to buy the Balea "Hüttenzauber" deo, too! It smells like candy apples!

On Friday, 21th December, (when world should end), we got our cerfitications at school. I think my marks are better, than I thought, but nevertheless  I want to improve my grades!When I came home, I showed it to my parents. They said they are very proud and then, they gave me two presents. I was very surprised about that o.o And they gave me so cute and lovely things! I was soo happy!

They bought three more of the Balea "Zuckerschnute" Bodycream, two more Lipsticks, another "Hüttenzauber" Deo and two "Hüttenzauber" shampoo. And a blanket from Hunkemöller, which perfectly matches with my leo pajama pants! and some fluffy socks in grey and grey-white leo. AND what was nearly the best:
my mum sewed little fluffy cusions, which make sounds, when you push it! I love them! (theres the background: my cousin has a newborn child and for her, she sewed such cusions too. One day, when they layed around in the livingroom, it tested what sound they do. I laughed a lot, when I heared this, altough I was very angry before. It alwasy works!)

Later I went to Chris and we had a lot of fun until we met some other friends at a restaurant calles "Buenos Aires" in Berlin Spandau. First we had a plate with nachos together. I decided to take Salmon with rice and cream sauce. It was very delicous but I was very full after that meal xD

At the end it was clear: That wasn't the World's end!

I was very happy, that nothing happened that day.

The next day I met Chris again and we went to the "Spandau Arcaden". Suddenly it snowed very much o.o so we had to go to another place before we were able to go to the  Christmas market. We went to different stores and also met a friend of him and talked for a while. Then, when the snow was much more less, we walkes other the market.

I bought again another Balea Bodylotion (Cherry-almond) and a candy pear.

School ~ Tea ~ Ki-Ba ~ Marzipan ☆ミ

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Yesterday I had a stupid day at school.. I had to come at 9 am for a half hour, then I had one and a half hours freetime plus 40 Minutes break, 20 minutes before and 20 minutes after the freetime. And than, I had just 45 minutes more at school, listening to presentations of pupils of my class.. It was so boring and I really wanted to stay in bed in the morning, knowing that it would end like this.. School ended for me at 12:25

Well, than I had to get some things in the shopping center, three train stations away. There I got a little free gift from Douglas of my mother and a free Tea bottle for school.

I really like it because of the "TEA to go" I don't like Coffee and there are mostly "COFFEE to go"-bottles which you can buy everywher. And because i like to drink tea instead of coffee. I needed this bottle! xD

 When I came back I had to learn for french, because we where going to write a test and play some scenes in front of the class. So I sat down in front of my laptop with tea and yoghurt. Both Ki-Ba! ヾ(⌒∇⌒)ﾉ♥ (Kirsch-Banane ~ Cherry-Banana)

I love the flavour of Ki-Ba since I ate Ki-Ba icecream at "Janny's Eis" when I was quite younger ♥

Today, it was a short day, too. This time I had to be there at 8 am until 11:20. That was nice! Then I went to the "Wilmersdorf Arcaden" to buy some new pens for school because they don't write anymore o.o I never had a situation like this before: in less than a half schoolyear I finished a whole text-marker and and two entire rubbers. So I bought two new markers, one lilac and one turquoise, and a new pen-rubber

And now I have to write a text about my presentation about a theme from the time of Nazism, what is the second theme of this semester in history class. I really hate this subject because of the boring stuff we have to learn again and again in every year of school. (all the themes, not only Nazism)

I happly think into the future to the third semester, when we don't have history classes anymore!